Sitting here this morning before life in the house awakens, I have time to reflect upon my life and the feelings of my soul and am left with a feeling of deep gratitude to know that Heavenly Father knows my exact location in this universe. I know this because I have had so many answers to prayers that would require him to know where I am in order for certain blessings to come my way. It does not matter if I take an unplanned walk or if I visit a friend, He knows where I am and can guide and direct every action, every thought if I draw myself to Him. I want to say THANK YOU at the top of my lungs at times and at others I truly am so grateful to be able to say it from the deepest recesses of my heart because I need it to be just 'us' who are in on the secret of my feelings and to know that He hears that too. I look to the Heavens often in awe and wonder that He is there, I can't see Him but I KNOW that He is and that is enough for the most part. Then there are those moments when it feels like nothing else can heal our hearts except He come down and encircle us in His arms, and for this He has provided us with Mothers'. Even when they are on the other side of the world (Like my beautiful little Mother, I say little because she is! I appreciate the pain & effort that her 5' 2'' went through to bring my long gangly body into this world), our Mothers voice and words can put us back to a feeling of calm and peace. Who says there is no such thing as energy healing? A mother's kiss, a rub better, a loving word, a hug, all these things require the giver and receiver to send and receive with the energy of love, something that cannot be seen but can only be felt. Thank you Mum, for always saying the things that I need to know, not always what I want to hear, but without fail are the things that allow me to feel the love of my Heavenly Father.
So to Aaron's Mumsy who has loved him also in this manner, now I get to be married to a wonderful GENT whom I call 'Beau, to our Grandmothers' who have loved us with that indescribable pure love that only a Grandmother can give and to my Mother whom has been a constant reflection of my Saviours love in my life HAPPY MOTHERS DAY and thank you from the bottom of my heart.
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